not the think of it...
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Mandatory Music for Mondays but now falling onto Tuesdays...there should be music everydays as far as I am concerned.
The Microphones "Ocean 1,2,3" a new band I got introduced to the other night.
...It's dark...kind of angry...and beautiful...
...somehow fits my mood and the weather...
....love the video shot with old film...
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Friday, November 19, 2010
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Lost in translation
There are at least 250,000 words in the English language. However, to think that English – or any language – could hold enough expression to convey the entirety of the human experience is as arrogant of an assumption as it is naive. Here are a few examples of instances where other languages have found the right word and English simply falls speechless.
1. Toska Russian – Vladmir Nabokov describes it best: “No single word in English renders all the shades of toska. At its deepest and most painful, it is a sensation of great spiritual anguish, often without any specific cause. At less morbid levels it is a dull ache of the soul, a longing with nothing to long for, a sick pining, a vague restlessness, mental throes, yearning. In particular cases it may be the desire for somebody of something specific, nostalgia, love-sickness. At the lowest level it grades into ennui, boredom.”
2. Mamihlapinatapei Yagan (indigenous language of Tierra del Fuego) – “the wordless, yet meaningful look shared by two people who both desire to initiate something but are both reluctant to start” (Altalang.com)
3. Jayus Indonesian – “A joke so poorly told and so unfunny that one cannot help but laugh” (Altalang.com)
4. Iktsuarpok Inuit – “To go outside to check if anyone is coming.” (Altalang.com)
5. Litost Czech – Milan Kundera, author of The Unbearable Lightness of Being, remarked that “As for the meaning of this word, I have looked in vain in other languages for an equivalent, though I find it difficult to imagine how anyone can understand the human soul without it.” The closest definition is a state of agony and torment created by the sudden sight of one’s own misery.
6. Kyoikumama Japanese – “A mother who relentlessly pushes her children toward academic achievement” (Altalang.com)
7. Tartle Scottish – The act of hestitating while introducing someone because you’ve forgotten their name. (Altalang.com)
8. Ilunga Tshiluba (Southwest Congo) – A word famous for its untranslatability, most professional translators pinpoint it as the stature of a person “who is ready to forgive and forget any first abuse, tolerate it the second time, but never forgive nor tolerate on the third offense.” (Altalang.com)
9. Prozvonit Czech – This word means to call a mobile phone and let it ring once so that the other person will call back, saving the first caller money. In Spanish, the phrase for this is “Dar un toque,” or, “To give a touch.” (Altalang.com)
10. Cafuné Brazilian Portuguese – “The act of tenderly running one’s fingers through someone’s hair.” (Altalang.com)
From Matador
The Moon
and the full moon ceremony that will ensue....
I give to you Cat Power "The Moon"
....:::::Coming up Roses::::.....
softest sweater ever.....Centered City Yoga set to beats...
...Ashley...
...cute boy teaching...
...good energy...
...Gnarls Barkley Crazy...Elton John Rocket Man...
...fun, laughs, smiles....
...bendy, stretchy.....
...zen...sunset...
....strong....happy......
.home.
..hummus....sweet potato chips...salsa....
...Pandora Sufjan Stevens Radio...
Kings of Convenience...
...purple lamp...
...make-out fantasies...
........happy.
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
What is a CHUD you ask?
CHUD (Urban Dictionary) | ||
It means Canibalistic Humanoid Underground Dweller and originates from the 1984 film C.H.U.D. But is now used to describe ugly stupid people. Most notably in the Kevin Smith film Clerks 2(2006). The phrase is mostly used in America but is now starting to become popular in the UK. Jamie: Why don't girls like me? Scott: Because you're a fucking chud! Mother: Nurse when can i see my baby? Nurse: Are you sure you want to? Mother: yes of course! why? Nurse: well because your baby is so fucking ugly. It must take after you. You chud. |
I'm a real nurse!
I am starting to feel more and more like a real nurse and like I am coming into my role as a professional. Something clicked this week for me. I don't know if it was my preceptor or just experience as the semester has progressed (probably a good mixture of both), but I am feeling really good about nursing life. Turn me loose!!!!
My nurse this week let me take total control and I was telling HIM what to do. I totally took the lead. Lab values made sense, patho made sense, disease processes.... the nursing process.....my patients were more critical and my interest level peaked...I get so into the groove it's almost therapeutic rather than anxiety ridden now.
It's just all coming together and making sense!!! That feels sooo good.
I had a friend that has been traveling all over the world for 8 months ask me some medical advice.. I have noticed family and friends asking me more and more about symptoms they may be experiencing as well; it is really cool to really truly step into Nurse Natasha.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Mandatory Music Monday on Tuesday...
Monday, November 15, 2010
Sick of the Sick
Decided to prove how crappy student health insurance is and see a doctor...Good news is that I don't have walking pneumonia or mono, and I got some tankers for antibiotics. They make me somewhat dizzy/nauseated, but I have to kick what I have before Peru.
I promise though...if I get feeling better I will never take for granted a healthy, good feeling day ever again. They are so easy to take for granted...things like your health...and this is minor and I can't imagine living with a chronic illness like so many people we take care of in the hospital...
So God, Jebus, or whoever you are. Please let me feel better. I would be so happy.
Saturday, November 13, 2010
A to Zen
Friday, November 12, 2010
I hate dating.
Then I realized the couple next to me were meeting for the first time...sounded like some sort of online setup...you know...like the really super cheesy ones that I vow to never sign up for because it's the last ditch resort and ultimate declaration of desperation...yeah.
They were both fairly attractive for older folk...but the conversation dwindled into awkwardness and persuasive boasting...to be honest, it was just awful to listen to and to think that someday that could be me...
I would still like to believe that love is meant to happen fortuitously, by pure chance encounter, stars aligning.... You just can't force these things...
uhhhhhhhh.....dating blows. period.
good on them for trying though...at least they are trying...it just gets harder and harder to meet quality people... and you really have to put yourself out there.
But I hereby solemnly swear. I will never do an online setup. Ever.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Things that annoy me right now...
2- the word "FAIL"
3- when people use the word EPIC to describe everything
4- not being able to find the perfect warm coat
5- not being able to sleep at night or wake up in the morning
6- when ppl travel places and only take close ups of themselves being sloppy and you really have no idea where they are or why they bother taking pictures
7- my fridge being empty
8- my baditude
A Little Something to Brighten Your Day...
I am a breathing time machine, break this tired old routine.
I'll take you all for a ride."
Best 15 minutes of your life right? You're welcome!
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
To love is to suffer.
- Woody Allen
Monday, November 8, 2010
Mandatory Listening for Monday
This is Jack White's lady friend...
Karen Elsen "The Ghost Who Walks"
pretty damn good dark country/psychedelic feel
Thanks Christina...
We never keep to the present. We recall the past; we anticipate the future as if we found it too slow in coming and were trying to hurry it up, or we recall the past as if to stay its too rapid flight. We are so unwise that we wander about in times that do not belong to us, and do not think of the only one that does; so vain that we dream of times that are not and blindly flee the only one that is. The fact is that the present usually hurts. We thrust it out of sight because it distresses us, and if we find it enjoyable, we are sorry to see it slip away. We try to give it the support of the future, and think how we are going to arrange things over which we have no control for a time we can never be sure of reaching.
Let each of us examine his thoughts; he will find them wholly concerned with the past or the future. We almost never think of the present, and if we do think of it, it is only to see what light it throws on our plans for the future. The present is never our end. The past and the present are our means, the future alone our end. Thus we never actually live, but hope to live, and since we are always planning how to be happy, it is inevitable that we should never be so.
-Blaise Pascal
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Toxic People...
Someone once told me that you should take notice how you feel after you spend time with someone, and if you feel drained and down instead up uplifted and positive, that person is toxic in your life, and you should probably stay the hell away from them... This article is really good at explaining it.
Saturday, November 6, 2010
The Dreamer
though i am nothing big to offer
i watch the birds, how they dive in then gone
it's like nothing in this world's ever still
and i'm just a shadow of your thoughts in me
but sun is setting, shadows growing
a long cast figure will turn into night
it's like nothing in this world ever sleeps
oh sometimes the blues is just a passing bird
and why can't that always be
tossing aside from your birches crown
just enough dark to see
how you're the light over me
and by your side, girl, where the acres grow
into the strong and stunning meadow
a cowboy stumbling in the finest field
and nothing good out there won't be old
oh sometimes the blues is just a passing bird
and why can't that always be
tossing aside from your birches crown
just enough dark to see
how you're the light over me
-Tallest Man on Earth
Don't let it bring you down
Oh Neil.... you have always been there for me in the worst of times....and your music I swear gets me through the thick of it. And so we meet again................
Fog
-Cary Grant, 1952
Friday, November 5, 2010
Donnie Darko
and what a killer soundtrack...
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Cover me up!
The best Neil Young cover ever... on a banjo-uke!?!??!
Ladies and gents....."For the Turnstyles"
Just learned it on my banjo and want to make it this cool.
Who IS this random banjo plucker???
Whoever you are, thank you for the inspiration.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Monday, November 1, 2010
Mandatory Listening for Monday
Takes me back...
another magic night...
time didn't exist...
a last dance of many last dances...
bittersweet push and pull...
my heart aches...
for a billion reasons...
I'm sorry.